The width of an eyelash is a pretty thin thing in our world, isn’t it? Around .07 mm. Really tiny. And yet there is a great quote by Jay McInerney: “The difference between what we want and what we fear is the width of an eyelash.”
When I heard this it struck me – the idea that our desire is right there just waiting is not a new one. A favorite mythologist/philosopher of mine, Michael Meade, speaks of how the “gift” is right next to the “wound”. There is an old story about maggots cleaning away the rot to find the gold underneath. There are “double edged swords” and “good news/bad news” adages. We’ve been up against this, as humans, for many years in many ways.
And here’s the rub: It’s our fear that holds us back. Fear isn’t tangible, it has no actual weight or body in the world. It’s not even as wide an as an eyelash because it’s in our head.
It has great power because, and only because, we give it that power. I know we all have fears, I know they rule us, torture us and belittle us. And we have a choice about them, don’t we?
They aren’t the truth, they are beliefs. The truth would be something that is always, 100% of the time, the same. A belief is something we hold in our thoughts as if it were the truth. It may be something we have had experience with so we believe it…and yet…it is not the only possibility. The other possibilities may be ones that seem unlikely to us but they are there.
Very few things in life are absolute truth, most are beliefs. Things we have a choice about. How we are with money is one of those choice places. I’m not saying it’s easy (although it could be) to change your beliefs and thinking about money…but it is absolutely possible because your thoughts about money aren’t the truth, they are beliefs.
More often than not the money stuff we believe is based on confusing the role and purpose of money with our feelings about money. Those feelings that we developed really early, that weren’t actually about money, but were about things too scary and confusing for our little kid selves to face. We dumped the angst, worry and fear on money. Over the years we have built on that belief.
And now there it is, just the width of an eyelash away – what we want. We will have to give up the fear, move through it and leave it behind to get there.
Give it a shot…just the width of an eyelash…ahhh.
Shell Tain, The Untangler
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